Haha, if there is anyone over here at all. Hello~
Why argh? I keep asking myself over the weekends. Really why?! I don't get it.
Come here is the problem, lets call this lady L, short and sweet. I mean the name, you must be thinking that I was talking about her right? See what I did there, uh uh o.O
So here comes the question, or maybe some led in before I ask the question. Okay I admit, I think I don't like/ have any feeling toward her anymore, she is supposed to be dead to me. Right?! Majority of my friends keep telling me she is not worth it. Yeap, and its been like maybe one year since I swore I will heck care about her.
HERE IS THE QUESTION. WHY THE FUCK IS SHE STILL AFFECTING MY LIFE!!!???
Current date, 051011. I have to hide L's facebook profile before I can really ignore her. Even so, once every months I will type her name into the search bar and check her page just to see how she is... Why? Why is anything of her life still affecting me? I lied on sentosa beach, staring at the dark sea for like an hours just running the word 'why' over and over again. I also want to move on, really like, really really bad!
I came out with quite a few of possibility. Come lets analyse (Actually if no one visit my blog...)
a) I was waiting for something in return. As in I personally think that I had really put in alot of effort... So can just end everything like that, abit unfair for me leh.
b) I am actually still hopeful that we will get together someday.
c) I am not meeting any female lately so kinda like stuck with her, I mean to think about la.
a, b, c... Which one? Or maybe all three? Then again, I started to think about, what will happened if we really got together? Am I just liking her because she is hard to get? I doubt we have much common interest (maybe have but I won't know also), and I doubt we really know about each others life anymore...
FUCK LA, all in all... I am just in love with the idea of being in love... That frame of time where I really thought this is it... I honestly thinks she no longer the girl I see, but every time I look at her photo I see that girl... I need to really get out of this. 1800-love-doctor help la.
Okay, to make me feel better... She is still single! Not that I feel that I still have a shot at it, but more of like, she has issues so thats why I can't seems to impress her. Used to be a nice guy... How I miss myself, the one before this shit.
Now I seriously... (let me find that thing in tumblr)
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, I NEVER REBLOG IT!!?
"I am comfortably numb."
Just need to overcome that! And splitting platoon with Felix!!! NOOOOOO~
So the 'new and interesting' thing this week has gotta be GUNDAM!
I has always been impressed by the machines from Gundam, and yeap I finally took the first step in owning one!
Remember when you were younger, where there are such thing as Tamiya, Crush gear and baybalde... All those Japan toy that you need to fix them together by yourself, ya those.
I kinda fail in all of them =( Like the tamiya race car is suppose to be race-able, but after I fixed mine... It moves much slower then a old man walking. As for crush gear also moves very very slow... Then for bayblade, its kinda idiot proof so... meh~
Not as easy as I thought! got quite a few of minor details that need to be taken care of like after cutting the pieces out, you have to slowly cut out the stud to make it looks good.
Then these are the parts just for a arm... WOW! Not forgetting there are still armor pieces
Yeap, I bought one and Felix accompany me to buy one just for the fun of it.
Yeap, after opening the box I found out... Mine is actually a background character, those that comes out in one whole big group and the whole group will get killed by one main character. But I still find it damn good looking! And it can changed into plane mode~ BONUS~
Oh ya, so if you are into this sort of thingy, thingy meaning japan 'hobbies', which includes anime models, mini army figurine, rc planes, cars etc etc, you can try Tiong Baru Plaza. There is this shop call hobby point, the things there is relatively cheaper. Like I bought my for $50 but popular sells the same thing for $70 or $80! Ha, thats $20 saved! Or $50 dollars spend, depending on how you see it o_O
And thank you Section 3! The gifts are so sweet too =)
Welcome to Section Bravo!
... in here. Hard la, its been long since I had blog, can't seem to catch the mood o.O
So these are long over due photos and events.
Random! But this is the new decor for my computer in camp.
Contemporary dance... is not for me =(
As in why?! Why do you want so many people to move at the same time? I am constantly lost, don't know who to follow. Then I don't dance so I don't know how difficult it is for some moves, all seem rather do-able.
May try it again in the future. Maybe
Recently I made myself this deal. Every week. Every single week must find something interesting to post! So last week was supposed to be about me attending this dance thingy... Tada~
So this week, I went to Shannon POP. Not recruit, but Sergeant.
The one in front of the flag that is at the back, thats Shannon
Oh well, he is the guy that put my rank on during my commissioning parade cause my parents didn't see me =X So I help him changed his too =)
Then the whole lot of us went to Clifton place for Golf Wing Plt 1 outing~ Feels good to see everyone again.
(Not the full strength, the group photos is with Clifton x.x)
Then at the later part of the outing Vince suggest we try light painting... And this is what I drew! Looks like someone holding a sword?!!!
Then Group shot
Ya, the rest of the photos can be found:
hereBefore I type anything about what happened, I got two THINGS to say.
One. HEY BLOGGER! I AM BACK!
Two. Having a DSLR is a pain in the ass when photos needs to be uploaded. True story =/
Okay now to start proper =) Why?! Why am I back to blogger? Cause it is weird to have this kinda long post in tumblr! Tumblr is just like snack bar and it will be weird if main course is served there... Hmmm, sounds weird x.x Aiya you get the idea can already, never get also nevermind. I AM BACK WHOOOO!
Hehe, so there is this Photo Marathon organised by Cannon. My beloved friend Jiawei wanted to take part so borrowed my DSLR. I found the competition kinda exciting so I stayed for the whole thing.
So in this competition, Cannon will release a theme every 3 hours. And within the 3 hours you must snap a winning photo and submit it. But the brainstorming part was kinda funny! So this is our three entries.
EAT
How? Nice right?! But then got a lot of people also snap pac-man or McDonald -.- And bubble was common... Angry bird is new thou =)
Its kinda sian and freaky when everyone comes back with their unique ideas only to find out that how common it is =/ GRRRR!
Wanted to upload all the fail shots, but need to reduce the size of the photos if I want to post them and that process takes time!!! Lazy to do that for 100+ photos. So I just grab a few I think interesting de =P
The rest can be found:
HERE!
Ha! Breaking the law like a badass~
Toy R Us! Used to be regular customer with Nerd and Hui(Never buy anything also consider as customer hor?!)
Hahahahaha
I am very impressed by the winning photos but one thing I cannot stand is this! Look carefully at this picture I shot for circle! But never summit it as final picture.
This is the winning photo for circle! OMG! ITS THE SAME! ARGH!!! I COULD HAVE WON A DSLR!
This is really WOW!
The three of us in the end =P
I AM SO GOING TO TAKE PART NEXT YEAR! Anyone interested let me know okay?! No need DSLR to take part, if you are not out to WIN!
And I finally found back my mood to blog =P
Suckseed is really nice =P Haven't have a good laugh for a long time XD AND THE FEMALE LEAD!
